I don't know what exactly I have to say.
I prefer not to talk.
I don't want my self to spoil out.
And now, I think I feel more comfortable with speaking in English.
It's peace , and safe.
I can say anything more deep down from my heart.
I just lost my self
My life
My heart
My feelings
My everything
It does hurt okay?!
And I can't handle it.
Everyone just fuck off from my damn life and damn me.
Why should they fucking love me now?
What the hell do I have to them?!
A little stupid girl.