At night... I stare at him when he's sleeping.. -chico

Before, he was a scary person to me. -chico

But now, it makes me not afraid of anything when I'm with him. -chico

I want to spend many hours in his arms. -chico

To kiss him, to be with him, to love him... -chico

Sometimes I feel embarrassed when he comes near me. It makes me blush and I feel speechless..... -chico

Sometimes..........when he touches me.....I want to tell him to keep going....but I can't! Because I'm embarrassed...because I'm afraid...that his thoughts about me will change.....maybe he thinks I like him just because he touches me...maybe he thinks I love him just because he touches me -chico

But it's not like that...... I just... Maybe I hide my feelings too much..... Maybe I shouldn't be so embarrassed.... Maybe I'm still... still embarrassed! -chico

I... love him very much..... -chico

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Ajax is still in hibernation. -chico

I don't know when he's going to wake up... -chico