Sometimes I feel embarrassed when he comes near me. It makes me blush and I feel speechless..... -chico

Sometimes..........when he touches me.....I want to tell him to keep going....but I can't! Because I'm embarrassed...because I'm afraid...that his thoughts about me will change.....maybe he thinks I like him just because he touches me...maybe he thinks I love him just because he touches me -chico

But it's not like that...... I just... Maybe I hide my feelings too much..... Maybe I shouldn't be so embarrassed.... Maybe I'm still... still embarrassed! -chico

I... love him very much..... -chico

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Ajax is still in hibernation. -chico

I don't know when he's going to wake up... -chico

I'm bored... Is there anyone to talk to me?🥺🎀 -chico

I feel lonely without Shadow... Where is he now?... I hope he is well....... -chico

I feel lonely... Ajax is asleep... Max is busy with his own work... And Shadow isn't here either... -chico

Cold nights... Absolute solitude... -chico

The weather is cold..... and this loneliness..... is torture... -chico