Nothing is anyone's fault. We... are not to blame..... We create..... Our thoughts..... Maybe that's what we want, to be to blame -ajax-

good night..

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I... really love the shadow... -chico

I want to be with him always... I want to feel safe with him. -chico

At night... I stare at him when he's sleeping.. -chico

Before, he was a scary person to me. -chico

But now, it makes me not afraid of anything when I'm with him. -chico

I want to spend many hours in his arms. -chico

To kiss him, to be with him, to love him... -chico

Sometimes I feel embarrassed when he comes near me. It makes me blush and I feel speechless..... -chico

Sometimes..........when he touches me.....I want to tell him to keep going....but I can't! Because I'm embarrassed...because I'm afraid...that his thoughts about me will change.....maybe he thinks I like him just because he touches me...maybe he thinks I love him just because he touches me -chico