"It’s like I’m stuck in a cycle, where I know I’m hurting myself, but I can’t stop. Every decision feels like a small cut, and the more I do it, the less I feel. It’s almost like I’m punishing myself without knowing why. I can see the damage, I can feel it, but it’s like I’ve become numb to it. I know I should stop, but something inside keeps pushing me to keep going. Maybe because, deep down, I feel like I deserve it."
وقتی به معنی کلمه، به. معنی. واقعی. کلمه. خسته ای، و از همه جا باریده برات، و حالا باید هم سرویسی های عزیز و محترمت که مغزشونو از تو جمجمه شون در اوردن و کردن تو نشیمنگاهو تحمل کنی.