آدم‌ها میگن «من فرق دارم»، بله، در ناامید کردن.

Oh... let's get over this. Maybe I've written too much and it's boring so far. So let's move on to a better continuation. Well, the truth is that whenever we feel bad, there is definitely a way to find a good mood. We just have to find that way and use it. Everyone has to find their own way to find a good mood. For example, one of my ways to feel better is to write. And maybe I even resort to writing to stop my tears. Another way I escape from sadness and crying and find a good mood is to go outside and walk or sleep. Or, depending on the situation I am in, think logically and find a solution to fix my problem. Of course, when I have no way to fix my problem or when I am very bad, I prefer to distance myself from everyone and every place and just take refuge in myself and my safe place so that I don't feel worse. You, too, can find a solution to improve your mood and don't run away from finding it. Work on improving your mood. This way, you will make Nico (myself) smile when she sees you happy and happy when she sees you in a good mood. You are very beautiful and lovely. Love yourself and be a good person. Try not to become like some of the awful people among people, who usually make others feel bad. Please remain kind and loving... I love you all very much. - Nicolay ,, The end ‌ blue world ,, 25 November ‌

Every time I got closer to you, you got further away, worse.

mind vs heart.