Blue star.
Well, you know. Life can have many meanings. Life has a meaning for everyone. The meaning of life fo
Oh... let's get over this.
Maybe I've written too much and it's boring so far. So let's move on to a better continuation.
Well, the truth is that whenever we feel bad, there is definitely a way to find a good mood. We just have to find that way and use it.
Everyone has to find their own way to find a good mood.
For example, one of my ways to feel better is to write. And maybe I even resort to writing to stop my tears.
Another way I escape from sadness and crying and find a good mood is to go outside and walk or sleep. Or, depending on the situation I am in, think logically and find a solution to fix my problem. Of course, when I have no way to fix my problem or when I am very bad, I prefer to distance myself from everyone and every place and just take refuge in myself and my safe place so that I don't feel worse.
You, too, can find a solution to improve your mood and don't run away from finding it. Work on improving your mood. This way, you will make Nico (myself) smile when she sees you happy and happy when she sees you in a good mood.
You are very beautiful and lovely. Love yourself and be a good person. Try not to become like some of the awful people among people, who usually make others feel bad.
Please remain kind and loving...
I love you all very much.
- Nicolay ,, The end
blue world ,, 25 November
- پاییز بود. برگ های زرد و آتشین از درختان روی زمین سرد فرود میآمدند و شاخه های خشک آن ها را نمایان میکردند. هوا خنک بود و او لباس خیلی گرمی نداشت و خنکی هوا را کم کم در تمام وجودش احساس میکرد اما او از این حس لطیف و ملایم لذت میبرد. درحال که با نیم بوت های چرمی اش روی برگ های خشک قدم میزد، اندک اندک باران گرفت و برای دقایقی با لبخند به آسمانِ بالا سرش خیره شد تا قطرات مرواریدی باران بر روی پوست سفیدش برخورد کنند. چندی نگذشت که فردی که منتظرش بود چتری را بالای سرش گرفت و با تبسم به چشمان قهوه ای او خیره شد. آن چتر برایش بوی خاطرات میداد. دلش برای نوازش های با لطافتش تنگ شده بود. آن فرد خانه ای بزرگ در قلب کوچک او ساخته بود. خانه ای از جنس مهربانی. خانه از جنس وفاداری و اعتماد. خانه ای امن از جنس آغوش گرمش.