No feelings, no regrets, no love.
No longing, no attachment, not even memories.
I've shut everything down inside me
to the point where there's nothing left to lose.
No one matters.
No one's leaving makes a difference.
I see people, get to know them, and walk away.
Without hesitation, without questions, without a trace of concern.
Somewhere between existing and not existing,
I lost everything;
even myself.
Now there's no heart left to beat,
no feelings left to awaken,
no past I'd ever want to return to.
I don't want anything anymore.
Not love, not peace, not salvation.
Just absolute silence,
an endless emptiness,
and a heart I've silenced so completely
that even my own voice can no longer reach it.
I wasn't broken, nor was I healed;
I've simply reached a point
where nothing inside me matters anymore.