ژانوس ؛
_Some things once you've loved them, become yours forever And if you try to let'em go, they'll only
And eventually, deep down
– like, very deep –
I did know how to save myself.
It was just a matter of whether I wanted to;
whether I accepted the solution or not.
And I knew I wanted to live,
but I wasn’t sure it was right to be alive like this.
In the end, I went back to the words I had written,
to the pages I had turned,
to the verses I had forgotten,
to the beautiful lies I had tried to let go of,
the enticing adventures I had dreamt of,
and the glorious dreams I had given up on.
It didn't matter how hard I tried to break apart,
I was always meant to get away and then come back.
And, as a wise man once said,
“I found myself right where I left me.”
ژانوس ؛
داره تموم میشه کمک
"when I was small my parents tricked me into believing that I could do anything I wanted with my life and that I deserved to be listened to. thank you for that subterfuge."
ژانوس ؛
"when I was small my parents tricked me into believing that I could do anything I wanted with my lif
«وقتی کوچیک بودم مامان بابام گولم زدن که میتونم هرکاری بخوام با زندگیم بکنم و گولم زدن که ارزش شنیده شدن رو دارم.
ممنون بابت این حقه.»
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