would it be too childish of me to say: I want? nut I do want: theater, light, color, paintings, wine and wonder. - Sylvia Plath

in my restless dreams, I see that town...

and just then as I was walking through the dark twilight forest, I reminded myself to let go of everything that doesn't belong to "me".

I feel too young to hold on but too old to just break free and run.

دلام بیاین چنل متین

میا خوشگله

فرشته خانوم .

میای قشنگم

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I used to be a people pleaser, always caring for them, more than myself, trying to undrestand them and give them the right, even if they'd hurt me, always the good friend who never leaves, the lover who never gives up; but life's been cruel, so I'm gonna play it's game, I'm done trying living for everyone but me, I'm tired of fitting in at any cause. fuck yall people I'm a freak and I love it.