Everyone has a chapter they don , t read out loud .

I'm not going to move on I, ve already told you that no matter what you do or what l do , some part of me will always be stuck on you . Why ? I have no idea maybe because you're the first person I've truly , unconditionally loved maybe because you're the only on who's able To put me under this much hurt no matter the reason I could never stop loving you .

I hate how l tell myself that l'm giving up on you and yet l'm still trying .

I promised myself tha i would never fall in love with you but it was 4 am and we were laughing way too hard and i felt happy for the first time in a long time and knew I was screwed