i think my feelings are always too huge for me. even when there's none, i still get crushed by a great amount of nothings, maybe i always skip 'liking' someone and go straight to loving them when i am to feel it. and when i love, i don't feel butterflies, i feel dropping anchors hitting the bottom of me.
whenever i try to be hefty enough to stop floating around, i get too heavy and crush the floor and go down. when i inhale, the oxygen burns holes in my lungs, and when i exhale, i go out of breath.
