هواى تابستانى در ركَهايت
مى جوشد و بر شانه هايت سنگينى مى كند
جشم هايت باغچه اى است
كه بركً هايش از حرارت لبهايم سوخته اند
درون رگهايت
هزار انارِ ترك خورده پنهان است تلخى و شيرينى با هم مى رقصند مثل پرنده اى كه نمى داند به كجا پرواز كند
هزار پنجرهی نيمه باز من را به تو نمى رساند
هزار پيجك بارانى
برتن ديوارهايت مى خزد
هزار قطرهی سرخ
به شيشه آينه مى كوبد
وتو همچنان پشت دریچهها پنهان مى مانى
سرم پراز بوى خاك بارانخورده
، مهربانى نيست كه داغشان و سرم مست از حرارت نفس هايت
مى پرسم: جرا به من نمى رسى؟
ولى مى دانم
طناب من به تو گره خورده است
حتى اگر زمين و زمان بخواهند جدايمان كنند
تو جاهِ من هستى
كه از اعماقش شعله مى جوشد و من همچنان قايقم
كه ميان موج هاى آتش و آب، به تو تكيه مى كند.
گرچه اگر به یك نفر دل ببندی، آنقدر بری و بگردی، کیلومتر ها از آن دور بشوی و کل جهان را هم طی کنی، باز به جای اولیِ خود برمیگردی، نقطهی مبدا، آغوشِ او.
Blue star.
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Well, you know. Life can have many meanings. Life has a meaning for everyone. The meaning of life for me is sometimes awful and very bad and sometimes very good. The meaning of life depends entirely on the circumstances we are in. We may even spend a long time of our lives badly, but with a short and happy event, we can forget all that time, at least for a short time, and taste happiness. It's possible to live happily all our lives, but something bad happens, and we can no longer be as happy as before. But you know. You can't not live. You have to live life somehow, and you can't escape from living. And it's in our best interest to do things that make us enjoy living. But sometimes, how our lives turn out is out of our hands, and the opposite of what we want to happen happens, and we get upset and feel like our hearts are broken into pieces.
There are many things that can break our hearts. For me, one of those things is revisiting sweet memories from the past.
Sometimes, remembering them makes wet pearls flow from my eyes, and sometimes it makes me remember them as a bad experience or feeling.
Of course, another thing that breaks the glass hearts of others is longing. Not just longing for a person. Longing can be for anything. Humans can even long to experience a special feeling again, and we might even one day long to smell a lost perfume in our memories.
continues...
blue world;"27 october